It has indeed been a very long time since I have last posted a journal here. So, I thought that I'd post for whom ever may actually pay attention to my pathetic little page. I stopped posting up my art here because I haven't been able to get to a scanner in an even longer time than I haven't posted a new journal. I'm trying to visit here and check on things more often, though soon that will probably change.

I may be moving yet again. Surprised? I didn't think so.^^'

I've left the guy I was going to marry and my cell (for those who have that number is NOT active right now. So sorry guys, as soon as I get another one that is up and running I'll make sure you all get it). Right now (for the ones who know me know me) I'm staying with my Grandmother, so no worries about me not having a place to stay.

I'm either going to find work in this small 'city' or I'm going to see if Yosemite will take me back...honestly I think I have a better shot of Yosemite right now. Plus, Grand is already driving me crazy along with my Aunt.

I didn't get into the CNA (certified Nursing Assistant) class that I was trying to score a seat in. So, I was really upset for a while about that....I was actually more upset over that then leaving my X. They (by law, since there is only ONE teacher for that place) could only take 15 students and I couldn't make the cut but then they had two days of testing and three large groups tested for the spots. The next testing for a spot in the new class is in December but I don't know if I'm going to apply again for it.

As for my leaving my X, I'm just going to say this and you all can take it how you like: Him and I had a difference of opinion on how we wanted to spend our lives and it was TOO big for me to keep with him. I only hope that he is happy with his choices and that he gets what he is looking for if he is not.

With any luck though I'm going to be doing some of the things I've been dreaming soon. But, since I've got to get up early and it's already almost 1am I'll cut it short.

--May all of you be blessed with a bit of happiness in the days to come and never forget your hopes and dreams for they keep us afloat when the rest of the world is being flooded with doubt, heartache, trouble, and all other yucky-ness.--